Wednesday, August 18, 2004
oh man... today is the day... the day when i changes from a boy to a man...i just cant fall asleep... dunno why also... suddenly very worried about my home... full of troubles and misery... i wonder what will happen if i am not around... on toop of that, haiZzzz ... i will be going the obese military training... it really show so awful... if i really become thin... then good lar... if not... haiZZzz really dunno why must like that... anyway, i really enjoy the last few days before my ns... thanks to joanna, mindy, guangzheng, derek, maureen, bin qiang, kinkeat, jing hong and yan xing... they always very on with me... ask me out or wat so ever... never will i forget these days... today i have a meal with my mum/// i really know that she care for me... but i really feel weird when she do so.. but anyway, i really will be fine... so everyone please take care of yourself... guang zheng... thanks for always being there for me.. always driving me home and always so ON with me...never will he reject me before until her mum get fed up and scold him... haha... really thanks.. joanna... u also must take care of yourself... study hard and also always take good care of your health.. especially your gastric pain.. remember to go home early and dun push yourself too hard over studies... thanks for always being there for me when i am down and no matter what, u always be my life time partner always.. as for min... dun always stay up late into the night... sleep early... study more... dun always play play play... haha... u must work hard in your studies... when u dunno what to do... read on the chart that i give u... today is the day... good luck...no matter what, just sms me the result k? maureen... u also take care of yourself... better study hard also... when free, come in often to update whatever u are doing... so that if i were to have a chance to be online, i will come in and read what u all have being doing... anyway, everyone just take care... when i am free, i will try my best to come and write blog one.. u all must also do so.. when i come out, i will call everyone up to meet up one.. so till then... study hard, work hard and take care... see ya !! gl *gone*
Jovan
[8/18/2004 01:03:00 AM]
Monday, August 09, 2004
Hi..is me here..today is national day kinda of nuttin to do..slacking at home..jus finish watching spore idol...feel that is something so lame..not as funny n nice as american idol... Jovan..i everyday got cum in n see got who write anything anot leh..is jus tt i didnt add anything in cos m having daily same routine...write liao..u all read also sian mah...anyway..i happen to read on this message..feel tt is quite true...so wanna share w u guys..hope u all like it...
Dear friend,
Please spend 1 minute to read this, it's very meaningful. When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.
Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.
Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?
So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you! The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love. If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they're yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be.
Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. Pass this along to your friends. It could make a difference. The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever. Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives. And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us. I guess this is really wondeful and make a lot of sense.
take care pple...jojo OUtz!!
JOanna
[8/09/2004 10:09:00 PM]
oopSSss here i go again!!! come to think of it, i dun think anyone had come in and view this website recently... cause i dun sees anyone posting any blog at all... to me, friends is just a word, but my boys and girls give it a meaning... therefore i am who i am now... one with confidence and easy going characters.. i am bored now again... dunno what to do... yesterday was cool... stay at home for the whole day until ard evening time when i meet guang zheng. he went to cut his hair... while he is cutting, i am thinking if i would want to cut my hair too... but then because i am going to ns soon, i decided to save my money... after he cut his hair, we thot of going out. and so, we called up yanxing, joanna and mindy.. and YEAH!! they are free!! so we decided to go out..on this moment, guang zheng say my hair is too long and thus very messy.. so i decided to go to joanna house... at her house, joanna look for her precious scissor and pass it to my dear fren GZ. i guess this is his first time cutting hair for others while this is my first time giving others whom is not a hair stylist to cut my hair... the moment gz hold the scissor, my heart beats so fast... that is my precious moment... funny yet thrilling... the outcome wasnt that good.. but anyway after that, we meet yanxing in amk. we went to amk KBox for a sing. we enjoy ourselves although its very expensive. The time when we finish singing is about 2am ba... me guang zheng and mindy walk my precious partner "joanna tan ming yi" home and then my precious gay partner "Lee yan xing " home... at yan xing house, he shows us his dog.. his dog is just as horny as the owner.. haha... (everyone knows) haha... the dog is very cute... the way it walk, stand and reaction. but my dear Grand daughter is just so afraid of hairy animals . so she wasnt very near to yan xing dog... guangzhengs likes to disturb the dog... and yanxing likes to command his dog to rape guang zheng.. haha... after that, we walk back to mindy house... it was very late at that time... maybe ard 5 am? and because bus is going to service soon so me and guang zheng decided to save some money for the future wedding planning!! hahaha.. kind of crapping now... at ard 7 am , me and guang zheng went home le..and today!!! nothing much happen... stay at home for the whole day and then at nite, went to do some thingy at my grandma home... now just reach home not long ago... still as sick as before... cough just cant stop... anyway, take care everyone!!! please come in write more often!! i wanna see what have u all being doing... take care .... sweet dreams... GL *gone*
Jovan
[8/09/2004 01:54:00 AM]
Saturday, August 07, 2004
hi everyone!!! i m here again today.. i just get up from my bed cause this morning then sleep... anyway, yesterday was a very tiring day for me... early in the morning never sleep then go swimming with bq already.. i really wanna learn swimming so that when i go ns it wont be as tough.. and also maybe one day.. we will go sentosa again and till then, i can swim to the small piece of land with jason and derek they all le ba... yesterday after swimming, i am bloated... wanna know why? cause i drink alot of water... now i am sick at home.. soar throat cum cough ... trying to drink alot of plain water so that i can recover faster... after swimming, i meet joanna in the afternoon.. she come to my house and bought KFC for me to eat... haha.. and after that, at around dinner time, my mum cook.. yumm yummy... my mum is really a great cook yeah!! i enjoy eating her jia chang bian fan... and everytime i eat her cooking, i just wont feel bored ... maybe cause she seldom cook for me to eat ba.. after having our dinner, me and joanna go compasspoint shop shop.. and after shopping, i send her home.. hmm... at the time its ard 9+pm le ba.. i meet mindy after that.. cause we are bored and dun feel like going home, we chat whole nite thru.. until around 12+, i send her home .. from her house, i still feel early so i decided to walk home from her house... i spend 1 and a half hour to reach home.... great exercise indeed!! anyway, thats all for my blog today... hope today there will be some happening thing that happen ba... take care everyone!! hope to see some of u soon,... best wishes.... bye!!! gl *gone*
Jovan
[8/07/2004 01:04:00 PM]
Friday, August 06, 2004
WWWWWWWwwwwwwwwooooooooohooooo.... so boring.... everyday repeating what i do over and over again.... for the pass few days, i was even more bored... cause bq need the laptop adapter so i return him.. anyway, now its back with me already... wah... in a couple of weeks, i going to training liao... dunno will jian fei anot hor... heard that whoever go in will jian fei one... i hope i can be thin also... hmm... going to ns is chicken feet... wat hold me back from ns is my parent and u pple... i think if i am away from home, i will miss everyone... in ns and away from this island, we will be shouted by those higher ranks and need to have more patience in oneself... under so many stress following by home sick, thats what we will be undergoing ba... haha... anyway just come in to write some things only... wonder how is nelle, jason and actually everyone... maureen .... u MIA ah? edmund lei? i called u so many time cause i need to borrow the adapter from u but u also no reply me... how are u? very busy ah? jo and mindy most contact one so no problem... haha... anyway, do come in to down some little things abt u guys.. be it problems or interesting thing.... take care and all the best everyone!! see ya soon...... GL *gone* (-(00)-)
Jovan
[8/06/2004 02:54:00 AM]
