Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Been quite a while since i last blog.. Actually while working wanted to come and write something. But who knows, i screwed up my upperstudy account.. so now i got no internet access at work. DAMN!!
So far working life have been not bad.. but at times reallyy very bored... Cos really nothin to do.. sit there act busy, look at the computer screen but dunno do what... and pple ard u are like working all the time and i'm sitting there soing nothin.. the feeling really sux, tio bo gl? aahhaaha.
Xing, i see u are quite stressed up by army life these few weeks ba. Army life is indeed a sickening journey. But u got no choice.. U have to go thru all this. We have been thru it.. what i wan to say that life in the army now is better compared to last time. My time were slightly worse than u. Tight schedule, weapon handling tests.. all these are part and parcel of army life. My leader course i have to wake up 4am in the morning to go and do my 5-10km SOC, after that have to spend the rest of the day in the lecture room struggling to overcome the "Z" monster. Sometimes have to even go for exercises. Not that i wan to compare.. but what u went thru, we have went thru, alot other pple have went thru. U think we have nv tot of falling out?? gl and derek they all maybe not.. I'm not as physically fit as the rest of them.i always tot of falling out.. what u tot, i have tot before. but like what u say, u have endure so much liao, give up last min really sux one..No doubt it's tough, Like it or not, u jus have to endure thru this period of time, jus ard 1 and a half year to go... Dun go and think of the time.. Think of the journey... U may think it's tough, the life sux etc, but tell u.. after u finish this course, u think back... u will really missed those times.. till now i really missed those times fighting missions although i'm totally shagged out at times.. Somethings u do in the army now, u can't do it outside..
I can tell u that i was also like u before. at some pt of time, i also became a loner, dun like to go out.. weekend rather coop myself up at home, nv go out, watch soccer myself, do everything alone.. simply jus come home pull long face, lock myself in the room, play PS2.. Even got an earful from my family why i look so sad and stressed up.. I was like this for ard a month prior my departure to thailand in oct last yr.. sick and tired of army life... but when i came back, i think, y make myself unhappy and miserable? U can choose to past 1 day happily or 1 day unhappily.. "kai xing guo yi tian, ye shi guo yi tian, bu kai xing guo yi tian ye shi guo yi tian" so y choose to past ur day unhappily? It's nothing wrong to feel like that, but jus wan to tell u that when u past ur day happily, u will feel better. I hope what i say can knock some sense into u.. Not lecturing u ah.. jus wan to tell u what i felt only.
Always look forward to something. Now u can look forward to becoming a coporal then successfully going to ASLC.. then u got chance go taiwan.. Find something u can look forward to.. U will feel more better.. Dun go and think of falling out.. trainee times definitely will feel like that one.. i was a trainee for almost the whole of my NS.. so be glad that u will be no longer a trainee in maybe ard 3-4 months time ba.. Cheer up!
NS always say these few quotes one.. may sound fake, but can tell u it's true
-Tough time don't last, tough man do!!!
-What doesn't kill me makes me stronger!
So ya.. go think about it.. Dun stress urself too much.. nothin to stress about.. army is without stress one.. dun worry.. Time will FLY!!!! hehe .. All the Best!
Enuff of my da dao li.. the rest of the pple do come in and blog often ba.. for now.. nothin much to say liao.. so shall end here... :P
KC
[10/24/2006 12:09:00 PM]
Been thru hard and tough times.
More to come...
At last i haf the time to blog or rather i finally felt i had to blurt out certain things.Whether if it lightens my heavy burden of thoughts or does not remains to be seen at the end of this blog.
Army life is a sickening journey. Day in and day out there is ongoing physical training and coming tightly towards the schedule is ongoing technical handling tests and theories on weapons.Its too regimental for me. Somedays i felt like reporting sick to make my life easier till now i haf not.I alwaes wanted to fall out halfway of a route march, soc or section movement pretending i haf heart problems or even fainting on the road.But part of my mind seems to tell me not to and endure after all i haf endured so much to give up last min,not to be a loser like i used to be.So there is much satisfaction when i complete a certain tiring event.Though i will not get used to such life. Sounds contridicting right? Dun like that thing yet force urself to do. Well thats life. At some pt of life its bound to happen and u haf to push urself to complete freaking tasks.So take it as a challenage, at the end of the road there is bound to b satisfaction and u can take pride in it.
Nowadays during book outs, i like to be a loner.I watch movies alone.I rather sleep at home den go out for group gathering. Family time seems much more precious den being wif friends. Army life seems to make me a dull person, the only topic i know is abt army life whereas the bunch of fren ard me r talking abt civillian life.I rather read comic den go for kopi talks. Haf i realli change? How to get back to the jovial me? I'm shutting myself out of this world and avoiding ppl.
WHAT THE FARK IS WRONG WITH ME? Blogging still doesn't help me...
X|nG
[10/24/2006 11:58:00 AM]
i just took a test and this is what it says..........
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TRue anot? u all decide k? :)
Jovan
[10/24/2006 11:06:00 AM]
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Hello everyone... i am here to write blog again... today is my first day of work... so i think i should come in and share my feeling with u all ba...
0730 left home for work... i thot i gonna be early for work.. but i was shock... haha.. cause all the bus 159 is full... end up i am force to take a later one... although i am not late also lar.. anyway, tml gonna leave even earlier liao.. cause i have to attend for the assembly liao.. and i believe tml i am going to introduce myself in the whole department liao... haha.. some one please help me!!
anyway, today first day of work.. i had a culture shock.. why? the people in my section/group are all damn friendly and helpfull... too friendly until i am very afraid... with a diploma inside as an engineer assistant also means that we are like 2LT in the officer world... haha... i got lots of things to learn especially on a topic that we didnt learn much.. Semiconductor... well... today i experiences my first time wearing the Clean suit.. wah... not very hot.. but feeling very weird.. the whole procedure of walking here and there in the whole company sucks... changing the shoe from one place to another in order to keep the clean line clean and company clean... lots of freedom in my group... but kinda stress cause everyone is like a pro.. i dun wanna be a burden to them... they help me in every little things abt me... dunno issit today is the first day or they are really that good.. but i think they are very natural la... really friendly people... including my supervisors who interview me the other day... they are the ones that interview me and brought me in to panasonic... wherever i go, they introduce different people to me... shake hand also shake until i tired... can barely remember so many people in one day... includin some info of the whole process in the department... i work OT today but is really Zi yuan one.. plus the OT pay so good.. i believe i wont mind mah... anyway, that marks the end of my first day in the new environment... overall... perfect place to be in... until when my cousin, who didnt even complete 'n' level come and tell me he earn 2000 a month as a sales asssistant.. lol.... feel so sucky... but anyway, hope i really can get a better pay ba.. especially when my senior engineer who introduce me the whole place today, she told me to further my studies cause in reality, having a degree then we will have a higher post in engineering field... so i think i wont hasitate to study le ba... but i would say it is going to be tough ba... till then... i will update abt myself again!! all the best in everyone who study... jia you!! people like joanna, derek and min... those working... zhu ren tou di... those ns, your time will come soon... take care guys... Ciaos...
Guo Liang...
Jovan
[10/19/2006 11:22:00 PM]
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
For two years, i had not seen you!! here, i got you back again... looking at the photo of my pink ic, i was shock..
i feel like i am er... next time show u all lar.... just dun look like me lor.. u all seen before one... haha...
anyway, i went back to my camp today... give most of my colleague the last hand shake. talk to them abit... seems like the whole office is so dull le... guess they really miss me laughter in the office ba...
cause everyone say dun have u very sian... but anyway, i told them ... life still goes on...
People ORD very smoothly... i had a hard time... my Annual feedback report had not done finish by my ex oc... wanna grab hold of him.. but for a couple of time... he fly me aeroplane... then when i go back to the camp today to get my pink ic, my chief clerk is mc... my current oc supposed to sign something for me... but he got meeting to attend... wah liao.. really suay lor... like my understudy says, army needs me badly... *jokingly* anyway, i waited for quite long and tried to settle things by things... only the annual feedback report had not done... but i still get my pink ic though... need to trouble my understudy to meet me at bishan to get the form and let me sign le... just alot of admin lapse today... supposed to go back camp yesterday, cause yesterday is my exact ord date.. but end up, i ord today... seE!! how cork up is my HQ department...
anyway, long time never see anyone's post liao.... this blog still active ma? or perhaps, should have closing down ceromony le?only got derek keep on writing.. but ... tag only!! haha...
this week are we going out? i will leave this a question for everyone ba... i really dunno... tml i am going to start work le... new challenges and aim coming up le... i hope to gain as much experience as possible... time to be more serius than before le...
everyone... u all can come in to write anything ba... share songs? share VCD? share ideas? opionion? say what u all have been doing? share problems also... then we will get this blog going and also, this in return will strengthen our relationship bet one another mah!! jia you guys in whatever u all do... take care guys... always remember... health come first... especially when the haze is still ard... drink more water and cut down heaty food...
Looking forward to my first pay...
Guo Liang...
Jovan
[10/18/2006 09:12:00 PM]
