Sunday, February 13, 2005
helloo.. today is my turn to write somethin liao.. hmm.. time flies.. so fast.. new yr like over soon, muz start sch again liao.. siannnnn.. haiz.. till now.. i still no mood n dun feel like doin anythin..
i really enjoyed myself these few days.. can meet up wif u all n rodney tt grp.. sec sch gatherin.. so cool.. really miss those days in gy.. n really enjoyed myself playin cards wif u all.. though got some 'stuff' happened in between la.. but.. overall.. i really enjoyed myself.. now tt goin to start sch soon.. dunno when will see u all again, meet up n play again.. i feel.. hmmmmm.. I REALLY MISS U ALL!!! hahaha.. happy???
den.. hmm.. these few days also got suddenly think of pa.. really miss him too.. dunno how he's doin.. feel abit sad tt he's not here to play wif us .. haizzzzz..
thinkin back.. last time if i got prob or anythin unhappy.. i will tok to pa, ye or sometimes jo.. but now.. can't tok to pa.. ye jo.. yup.. i still got complain to u all abit abt "some1.. dunno u all noe who i referrin to anot.." but den.. at times.. i also dun feel like addin on much.. coz.. i also dun wan e more i mention abt it, e more i tok abt it, e more angry or unhappy u all will be.. .. think u all already sian n abit unhappy liao.. so.. i also dun think its gd to add on stuff.. haiz...
finally.. e last part here is for some1 to read.. provided tt she remember the existence of this blog.. n will even bother to cum in n see/update stuff..
To Nelle:gal.. to be honest.. i m really abit disappointed in u.. or rather.. m also sad n wonderin.. how cum things turn out like tt.. how cum since last jun when u go overseas study.. u only bother to email us once to .. which is only when jo n i emailed u, happen to tok online wif ye or me once .. n tt's all.. n worse still.. when u cum back.. since nov-feb.. for abt 2+, 3 mths.. u dun like even bother to ask us out etc..
okie.. even if i take it tt u r very busy.. but.. seems like e reason or rather, excuse u give is tt u have been stayin at hm all these while during e hols n din even meet up wif ur other frens.. but.. wad i wan to say is.. is 7-8 yrs of frenship worth so little??? so little little tt u dun even bother or make e effort to meet up with us once??? not even once??? n.. to imagine.. today.. u r goin back australia liao.. but.. since jun to now.. we din even meet up at all.. except for e 2 occasions when i happen to bump into u at j8/bishan.. .. had i not met u.. none of us will noe tt u r back liao.. ur hp still using, still can sms u.. tt u r leavin today etc..
Y???!!! .. y r u like tt??!!! .. i really dun understand.. n m really upset..
think last nov/dec when i replied pa's letter.. i mentioned to him tt u will be back.. n even said tt i haven met up wif u.. will update him abt ur stuff when i meet u..
.. or.. even earlier.. since e time u replied my email sayin u will be back durin end of nov.. all of us.. or at least me, m hopin n lookin forward to meet up with u, lookin forward to e day u cum back.. but.. ...
den.. u mentioned tt u haf to go malaysia.. so only early dec den can meet us.. but end up.. u din..
den.. durin my bday wk.. u say perhaps next wk can meet up (which is suppose to be e xmas wk).. but.. again.. u din..
den.. came new yr liao..
den.. there was this time when jo, winnie n i asked u join us for ktv.. but.. ur reasons was u have somethin on at nite n u very long din sing.. so u dun wan go..
den..for e whole mth of jan.. we din meet up also..
den.. came feb.. jo's bday.. e celebration yesterday.. u din cum also.. y??????? u say u haf new yr visitin n haven pack finish ur stuff.. but.. i always believe n feel tt.. if u r willing to do somethin.. if u put in e effort.. no matter how short e time is.. u will also make e effort to come one.. .. maureen also had somethin on at nite.. but.. she still came for jo's celebration n left early.. though she only stayed for ard 2 hrs.. but.. she made e effort to do so.. wad abt u???!!! r frens really worth nuttin?? nuttin at all???
initially.. i was very optimistic.. n always hope tt we will meet up soon.. but.. every time.. time n again.. it was an empty wish.. a hope tt was never met, never realized, never fulfilled..
in fact.. i m really very sian liao.. or.. can say.. after so many times.. i din expect to meet u again liao.. i more or less expected tt u wun come yesterday ...
i dun mean to be mean here.. but.. i really give up liao.. our frenship doesn't seem to worth anythin at all.. and "our" here.. does not only refer to u n me.. but also.. includin jo, ye, maureen, winnie, gz n every single one else!
till now.. i haven reply pa's letter.. as mentioned earlier.. i actually told pa tt i will update him abt ur stuff.. so tt he will noe how u r doin.. but.. hah.. i dun haf anythin to tell him expect tt.. u go back australia liao n we din even meet up once at all.. ... m i suppose to tell him tt???!!! wun pa be sad too if he noe abt it???
be4 pa go in.. at least u tried n got meet up wif us a few times.. together take photo etc.. all those nice, sweet memories.. but now?? .. now tt pa go ns liao.. tt's it??
i really haf nuttin else to say..
if u happen n managed to read this.. tt's gd.. at least it proves tt u remember us.. still remember we all this grp of frens.. so.. do contact us when u r free ba..
if u din get to read this.. .. tt's it.. i will take it tt i have a fren less.. i really dunno wad to say liao..
tt's all peeps! .. take care.. hope to see u all soon.. =)
MiNtY
[2/13/2005 05:53:00 PM]
