Saturday, February 19, 2005
hi everyone! next week i will be starting my service term 2 already. meaning for this term, i will be going to serve for another 9 weeks before going to pro term. i dunno what will happen in this 9 weeks but i hope everyone will be doing fine too. anyway, min... seriously i will sad over reading your blog. i dunno why it just suddenly have a impact on my heart. i got so much feeling and thinking after reading your blog. i dunno if i am doing a good job in maintaining our friendship anot. but i think... at least for u,me jo,pa will never foreget each other. i had always love to come to this website to read more about u guys. know how u all are doing and what u all are thinking. or i should say whenever i got an access to internet, i will surely come to this website and read about what had happen and hoping that someone did post a message. it dont have to be a very long message. a short and sweet one will do. at least we still know what is happening to everyone. i really wish to keep our frenship going.... because whenever i am down, i know who is always there for me. supporting me and accompanying me. not to mention about time when we had back in the school days. the few kids that is always last to leave the school. those boring girls who are waiting for those stupid guys. so many memories whereby we had together and if we are given one day to finish writing what had happen to us, it will never be enough. anyway, i am confident to say that no matter what happen, all this thing will surely be kept in our mind and never be erase. min, do come in to write in this blog as i think not alot of people is reading all this messages and posts. i am quite confident to say that those regulars are only u,me and jojo. no one else including "her". she really dissapponted me too. knowing that she is in singapore for at least 3 months and we had never get to meet her at all. promising that will be coming to joanna bday, dunno why i had long expected that she wont be here and i can even guess what reason will be given by her. i dunno why... but maybe this is how close we were together in the past ba. but i seriously hope this past will revive and become a present to us as soon as possible. min... when u are down, u can always sms ye. whenever i got the time, i will reply u asap. dun keep it to yourself. i love to listen to complaint. i wont be sad, frustrated nor bored. anything that happen to ANYONE i will wish to listen to. cause u all will surely noe my character long long time ago. friends is always very very important to me. as much as i am concern, friends are as close as joanna and family to me. i made a promise to jason that i will surely keep our friendship going. but apart from the promises that i made, i know thaty i am able to do it cause everyone ard me makes me have the confident to promise it. it the trusts and bond we had all built as days goes by. to nelle, please know your piority. its not that we didnt put in the effort to meeting u. we had tried. we had ask. i even call u myself to your home when i first know that u came back from australia. but your brother said that u wasnt at home and that he will tell u to call me when u reach home. seriously, even if u wasnt free to meet me. but dun tell me we are not close enough to even let u made a phone call to me? ask yourself, 3 months time and u cannot even find 1 hour for us to meet up together? funny rite? anyway, if u are really that busy, i got nothing to say but... when u have really think through carefully, who is always there for u when u are down last time, it might not be me but at least for another close fren of yours, i really feel very sad for her. why are some peoples known as brothers or sisters? we are not called family for nothing i guess. till then... i really hope some miracles will happen in our friendship. take care everyone and all the best! do come to find me if anything were to happ3n. PLEASE ! tata!... GL +CHECK OUT+
Jovan
[2/19/2005 11:23:00 AM]
