Sunday, July 03, 2005
ding ding ding.... ding ding ding... i am back... one week down again... this upcoming week... wah!!! think already also scare... i will be training very tough for our upcoming brunei trip... however this week i am going for my second badge that i can get in ocs... its the combat skill badge... which covers 32 km route march, river crossing and live range... beside that, this week, i will be having my biggest weapon's live firing.. the 84 mm RR. survivors training course which will will be building our own accomdation, fridge, fireplace and traps by using wood only... sound fun but tough... today i am suppose to cut a fork and spoon out from just wood and a jack knife but then, i cut my own finger instead.. haha... so sad... this week no book out also... so i think they will be training us both mentally and physically ba... in addition to this week programme, we will be having a "gmae day" in ocs. i think most likely i will be taking part in the tug of war competition... but of course, the name list havent comfirm yet... i injured myself already... i dun think i am suitable for it... i see how lar.. anyway, it is on thursday. blogging is fun cause u will really laugh at your own childishness and crumsiness in near future... hmm... good and bad memories too,.... blogging is full of feeling... even if u are not talking to the person directly, u can still capture the emotion of the person writing that particular dairy. min... one tough and emotional week for you this week and perhaps i think we as a teenager will grow up when things happen. stay strong and determined. "shen, lao, pin, shi" is the nature of human being... no one can resist it and it will surely happen one... it just matter if when u are alive, did u enjoy yourself? is everyone nice to you? any regrets in life? when u are old, is your friends still there for you? do u have a happy family? is your son or daughters filial to you? when u are sick, anyone care , concern and show love for you also? and when u die, did u leave this world with regret and leaving some thing uncomplete? will u be a burden to your love one when you leave. all this happen everyday in different part of the world. it's just a matter of how we matters with our own life. however, life still goes on and hope that we will never live with regrets. 2 more week to brunei trip le.... so happy cause finally last tough event of my ocs life... min... finishing atttachment journey like me also rite? haha... congrates... hope u got learn alot during your work and have a even bigger circle of friends... just be contented with our daily life and lets always remember, there are alot more people who are worse than us.. oh ya... pa also havent reply me.,.. perhaps he is busy so he never reply ba... before i go brunei again, i will write to him again... i hope he will be ok and that will reply me asap ba... everyone take care and we shall meet up again next time ba!! +ENJOY+ liang out~~
Jovan
[7/03/2005 04:57:00 PM]
