Saturday, November 19, 2005
"FRENSHIP NEVER ENDS!"
erm.. how shld i start off?
ermm.. well.. i guess.. every1 who read e last post.. wld haf sensed tt somethin is wrong / somethin bad will happen soon le ba
as of now.. i guess.. some damage has already been done to the frenship amg us.. .. some words said out cannot be taken back le.. some ppl hurt / affected by wad was mentioned in all previous blogs etc.. ... i guess.. there'll be a little scar / "ci" >> ("sting" in eng? dunno wad e word in eng shdl be) left in most of us for at least a short period of time ba.. .. some awkwardness here n there i wld expect..
but.. ermm.. like i mentioned juz few post ago..
PLS VALUE / TREASURE OUR FRENSHIP!!!
like i said be4.. we noe each other for so many yrs.. 8 / 9 yrs or so.. always hangin out together.. one big grp of frens happily together..
think.. pa also got mention be4 somethin like lydia also envy we all.. every1 so close.. like big family like tt..
dun say how other ppl feel.. .. even myself.. i m also happy n glad tt i m part of this big family! .. me n my other jc or uni frens also not like tt.. can never reach this stage of how close we r here..
i mean.. well.. every1 hanging ard n meetin up often.. misunderstandings bound to arise here n there one.. .. like.. i think say recently.. my attitude towards gz also like not tt gd.. abit fierce.. will dun reply his sms.. show attitude etc.. ... heh.. gz.. sorry! (i noe is my fault.. yeye also say i show attitude.. ahah :X)
wad i wan to say is.. i mean.. i think perhaps gz also will abit pissed off by me ba.. haha..
or.. say for other ppl.. amg all of us etc.. ... i believe.. every now n den.. each one of us will sure haf something tt we dun really agree wif .. dun really like... can't stand of each other etc..
but.. all these r juz minor minor issues.. .. perhaps for tt moment we r unhappy.. but.. after tt.. everythin goes back to square one.. ... we dun put all these small small issues to heart.. ... we remain as e best of e best frens!
so.. erm.. let's all 4get wad happened yesterday or last time.. ... let's juz look forward to a better future.. a even stronger bond n frenship amg all of us k???!!!
coz.. well... e world is always turnin.. time is always passin.. ... y shld we let ourselves be tired down by wad has happened in e past? ... we're only 20 / 21.. .. we still got long way to look ahead, look forward to! ...
instead of remainin unhappy / sian / bothered or affected by what has happened...
instead of not doin anythin
instead of thinkin tt .. e best solution now is leave each other alone..
let's all do our part n try make things turn better n better k???
i noe sayin is easy.. doin it is difficult..
i noe things has happened.. not say wan 4get can 4get one..
but.. let's all try k???
all of us i believe definitely treasure e frenship.. is concerned abt each other one.. .. juz e way we express it is different... some voice it out loudly.. some prefer keepin quiet.. ... i guess.. ... perhaps's tt how misunderstandings arise..
so... communication is impt!!!
next time.. if got anythin.. let's voice it out k? ... share our feelings n opinions.. .. or.. blog more often!
den we can understand each other better.. noe how each other think one... really really..
.. let's be truthful to each other in future k? ... no more hidin here n there.. guessin here n there etc..
like i mentioned last time.. i feel there's a thin thread b/w me n kc n derek.. .. i said amg us.. its liek a 6-2 kind of split..
not sure if my this sentence offended them.. if yes.. sorry k?
wad i wanna say is.. i noe this is a prob.. i will TRY.. will try to change things..
i will try tok more to u all k? ... i will try bond every1 together.. so tt.. it will no longer be 6-2 but a 8-0 kind of thing k???!!!
i really will try n hope things turn better one..
of coz.. i also need u all to be willing to.. n help also.. >>> it takes 2 hands to clap!
for me.. .. on my part.. tt's wad i will do.. look forward to.. ... tt's how i will try to keep every1 close n united.. .... successful anot.. i dunno.. .. issit too ambitious anot.. i dunno.. .. but.. at least.. i haf a aim.. tt's wad i will try to do.. ... i hope every1 will remain as gd gd close close frens..
wad abt u? wad will u all do to keep this frenship???
.. its all up to u all to decide .. ... whether to try, take actions to try bring every1 closer etc... or.. whether to avoid n leave things as they r.. dun care.. or leave e grp..
of coz.. ... i hope every1 will choose e former.. not e latter.. :)
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dunno when next meetin up will be.. ... whether every1 will be there anot etc..
dunno whether r we still goin jb... or if possible.. havin a kl trip too..
if no all these meetin up / gatherin..
next big occassion wld be my 21st bday le..
m not goin to haf a party, celebrate it or wad..
at most.. juz a meetin up.. go out play wif few of us >> e 8 of us.. plus winnie n whoeva ba.. i dunno.. haven think yet..
but.. i really dunno if tt cld be possible.. ... i hope it cld..
u all also wun wan me to haf a sad bday one rite???
i say be4.. ... my bday wish is to see every1 in e grp close close happy happy together..
i hope next day .. my bday.. we can go out play happily n enjoy one..
yup.. think tt's all i haf to say for now..
i really hope things aren't as serious as it seems..
really hope things will turn better..
but... juz be4 i haf to end this.. ... i saw gz's nick "dont have to deceive yourself to make things happen, you are what you are"
ermm.. maybe m not in tt gd a mood now ba.. .. no offence to gz.. ... but.. i think tt's not very helpful of ur nick..
... here i m tryin to save e situation.. but.. ur nick.. .. though not say for any particular person to hear / see... ... but.. for me... personally.. i see le.. ... its only associated with negative meaning.. ... its not helpful to the situation at all...
think i sound abit harsh here too.. ... sorry...
well well.. think i shall end here for now..
.. hope things turn better ..
nite..
min
MiNtY
[11/19/2005 09:53:00 PM]
