Monday, November 28, 2005
help help.... there are couple of things i need help from.... firstly... i am feeling bad le... everyweek jus go bad during weekdays only eventhough i can book out everyday. suddenly feel that i had neglected my mum... everytime i book out, i will go out to play, enjoy without her. although i know that if i am at home, we also will not go out together or worst come to worst, my mum wont be at home. but even so, i am still feeling guilty.
secondly... i am getting fatter and fatter. despite all the running and eating lesser,
i am still so fat. why? why people like maureen can eat any amount of food but wont be fat one? why?
i really wanna jian fei lei!!! seeing the weight going 1 kg more and more, seeing myself putting in effort without getting any result, sometime really feel so demoralise. especially when u are doing this yourself. as we go fat, problems starts to come. stamina drops and difficulty starts to come in. run abit only, shack le. if my weight keeps "bu bu gao shen", i will soon unable to pick up soemthing from the ground le. haiZZzzz save me!!!
recently dunno why, got lots of different interest. game and activity like bowling, tennis and even swimming. all the small little things that can help me to reduce my "oil" i am willing to do it. i dun want to be like min... exercise abit only then here pain there pain le... haha... joking... at least u exercise le... its good to exercise a little... dun be like sz... game and game... never exercise.. going ns le still dun get ready and prepare... seriously la... if u wanna lead a good life in ns, u jolly well go and train at least your chin up and running, if not people will look down on u and even bully u. especially with your helpful nature, people will really bully u one.
sat coming soon le... i really wish we will enjoy and i strongly believe that even if the programme is no fun, as long as we are enthu abt it, even a pig can fly lor... the kl trip seems to be very negative... no one wanna respond to it.. but i really wish most of us will go lar...
till then ... lets enjoy ourselves everyday and stay healthy. take care and good nite everyone... miss ya guys!!
Jovan
[11/28/2005 11:43:00 PM]
