Sunday, November 13, 2005
hello... ... m here again... does this shows tt i'm bored???
heh.. shld be ba.. ... m bored.. nuttin to do now.. .. parents went for mktg.. i din go.. fell asleep n they din wake me up.. ... now waitin for them to cum hm.. so decided to come online..
read our blog..ermm.. like ye say.. we have lots of outing recently... but some how... dunno why.. most of the time it din turn out tt well.. sure somethin crop up here n there.. etc one..
>>>> m not sayin when e rest ard its not happy, i dun like / enjoy when e rest r ard.. of coz.. there r still times when all of us as a grp can play happily together, very nice.. all of us like a big family like tt together.. e feelin really very nice, got those family warmth kind of feelin one..
... i like it when its a big grp.. but den.. of coz muz haf e correct ppl in e grp.. n is happy occassion la.. but den.. sometimes i juz feel.. perhaps it wld be better if every1 in e grp is juz as close.. ..
like.. personally.. i wld say.. though i noe kc, derek for yrs.. since sec 1 /2 .. .. though we still got tok tok.. got disturb kc last time etc.. but den.. somehow.. somehow.. its juz .. ermmm... me wif them.. like still got a fine thread b/w us like tt..
... like.. when i tok to them.. will still be more "ke qi" ; if anythin need their help or wad.. will haf those paiseh to trouble them kind of feeling ; sit their car, get lift from them hm.. also will feel abit uneasy, bad, paiseh like tt etc.. (unlike if its gz... say we go out need him send us hm.. .. i wun feel tt paiseh.. hahaha... ... sorry gz.. dun misunderstand ah.. not sayin u nice to bully, dun appreciate it.. .. juz sayin tt.. we more shou liao.. all of us always go out together.. it has becum a natural thing gettin a lift fr u .. tt.. i dun haf those very strong "paiseh.. haf to trouble u kind of feelin la.. " )
i juz feel abit "ke xi" kind of thing ba (dunno if shld use ke xi this word or wad other word shld i use to describe e feelin..) its juz.. those feelin like.. y all of us noe each other so long liao.. e 8 of us (ye, jo, gz, sz, me, kc, derek, maureen) always hang ard in a grp yet.. like still not tt close.. still got abit of those 6-2 feelin like tt.. juz.. somehow.. its abit weird la.. .. e 8 of us not tt united or close like tt (as in close to e degree of like me, jo, ye, gz, sz like tt) .. although.. at times when play game.. ... like in e case of yesterday ye's party.. e guys r united when they startin attackin each other, jumpin up, piling n squashin each other.. .............................. :)
so.. hmmm... my bday celebration / wish / present:
hmm.. i think.. my bday celebration shld be juz ask every1 gather n meet n go out play, eat etc.. .. same old borin kind of stuff... but i dunno wad other special / interestin things i can do le.. ...but.. ermm.. i wld thing.. wad i value most is every1 comin out, gahter n play happily together ba.. ... think tt's more impt den anythin else.. ... juz wanna enjoy playin.. every1 happy happy together n celebrate my 21st bday!!!
as for present.. ermmm... heh.. diamond!!!!!!!!ahhaha.. or.. seriously.. cash la.. ... $$ most practical... .. coz.. really nuttin i wan.. nuttin i haf in mind.. nuttin i need also.. erm.. i dun wan watch (haf lotsa it at hm.. i seldom wear also.. coz my hands r filled / full.. ahha) ; dun wan t-shirt etc also (coz.. u all dunno my size.. my shoulder broader.. muz try myself den i noe e clothes / shirt on me den nice anot one.. ... coz.. i dun like tight fit clothes.. always go for loose loose one.. ) ; wad else???
hmmm... i think.. other den tt.. .. perhaps.. most preferred gif besides diamond n cash wld be like ye >> memories ba.. ... but den.. i wld say.. most memories all inside me, inside my head, in my blog, in e photos le.. .... dun think i left out any significant things tt happened over e yrs ba.. :)
so.. overall.. bday wish.. er..... i think.. wld juz hope next day my bday celebration will enjoy myself.. happy happy.. all of us united as 1!!!!!!!! ... hope to see e whole grp close close ... no more any disagreements, unhappiness etc.. .. all fren fren, close close, gd gd ba.. ... really hope so.. :)
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okie.. enough abt myself.. abt ye's bday party.. most stuff wirtten in my blog le.. nuttin to say le ba..next day den write msg to ye.. .. now still early.. haven his bday yet.. hee
abt pa.. hmm... i shld start writin my letter to him le.. .. since i'm so free now..
abt my blog.. eh.. yeye.. where got meaningful? ... its juz plain description of wad's happenin lo.. .. so draggy n long one.. ur pic inside okie ma.. wad's wrong.. .. anyway.. "zhong dian" is.. jo n i pretty inside can liao ma... ... u shuai anot no one see la.. hahahahahah :x
ooo.. noe wad? ... while m writin this blog.. m tokin to kc now!!!! .. wah.. i think.. it has been ages since online i really tok to him lo.. on msn.. i dun haf any impression got tok to him be4.. ... somemore juz now is he msg me tok 1st.. >>> he muz be bored.. ahahaha...
but den.. is all rubbish / bo lioa conversation la.. .. we're juz entertainin each other.. .. tokin abt my yandao, i wan be taitai etc.. .. den he tok abt last time at robinson got this gal quite chio.. he got approach her, tok to her, ask her no etc.. everytime go work look forward to it.. ... but.. too bad.. she's attached..haha..
but den.. not bad leh.. think is e 1st time i hear such things fr kc (dunno issit 1st time anot la.. but.. is really ages since i tok to him online.. .. i also cannot remember e last time i tok to him is when, wad r e things we tok abt be4 le.. ahaha)
anyway.. was sayin.. kc not bad leh.. still dare to approach her etc.. ... last time to me he's like those shy shy quiet quiet type of guy lo..
i thinkin.. if its sz.. hmm... i dun think he will dare ba.. ahhaha :x
ooo ooo... juz now abt my own part.. .. din mention abt maureen.. but.. nuttin much to mention also.. wif her ard we also enjoy.. relax n happy..
but.. heh.. for ed.. er... somehow.. its also abit weird la.. ... like.. wheneva we go out.. sure no call him one.. unless is super big grp outin.. or they play mahjong.. ... den.. is like.. we're as if strangers like tt.. .. i dun tok to him one.. ... but den.. yesterday when go hm time.. got this part.. wengkin smokin.. den e smoke all blow towards me.. .. ed saw le over there laugh coz he saw me avoid n step back..
den.. at tt pt of time.. .. i feel weird leh.. dunno how to react.. coz.. e whole nite i din tok to him.. den.. i juz feel ... its weird la.. aiyoo...
okie.. anyway... think shall end here... its gettin abit lag here.. think i type too long, write to much le.. ahahha..
tata!
min =)
MiNtY
[11/13/2005 04:57:00 PM]
