Monday, January 02, 2006
hello guys... how is everyone's new year? seriously... pathectic. but i seriously expect alot more... i feel that we are meeting up too often le... even if meet up often, we shouldnt be that sian also.. cause really can talk rubbish one mah... anything also can talk... but somehow, we are too quiet ba... even when i say too much rubbish, people say i siao siao... but if i dun talk, things are even more sian liao lor... why why why? what happening? the whole damn nite is seriously a failure... plan to see firework... but too be serious, it is cancel because of ... er... nothng...so we decided to go shop shop... say wanna shop, i really shop... but got nothing to buy. haiZzzz .... i really hope everyone can speak up freely everytime. like the past.... do whatever thingy also siao siao one... thats when everyone got no barrier mah.... when i wanna give a suggestion of where to go, seriously i am worried lor... worried that someone might just object or whatever... but if i dun say anything... everyone will wait for things to happen... i can see why min dun feel like meeting us on the nite of new year eve... i also dun want to go one... cause i know that the outcome somehow will be the same.. i can actually reject everytiem... but i putting in effort and feel that since thats the last meeting before min and jo school holiday finish, i feel that we should meet up... i try to talk alot... chat alot... but maybe too much le ba... i dun like to be a joker... i want everyone to contribute to laugh and enjoy together....like last time.... everything is so fun... come out talk also fun lor... when got like now one? issit because we are too close? but if thats the case, shouldnt be the more close we get, the more fun we are? or is it because mature liao? perhaps... but topic will changed but not our character mah... i reallly dunno le... last time after sch... eat also happy lor... happy until i dun wanna go home lor... haiZzzzz why? a new year a new beginning.... every year also got problem coming up... i wonder what will happen to this year... every year sure got someone missing, some one joining in... why? i hate this life.... i want joy, happiness and fun.... aim this year... ORD and end my NS life shun shun... friendship became better and not worse.. wanted a place in university.. wonder if i can get in this time round..... today play soccer again.... very fun.. lost most of the match today... quite sian.... starting play until very very lousy... today can get abit of the feel ba... make me feel like buying a street soccer shoe... any kind soul wanna get me one? tml starting work liao.. still slacking alot.. janelle is back too... i never contact her at all... she meeting us? want anot? i seriously scare "leng chan" again... i can talk alot... but with me alot is not enough... if eveyone talk alot... i will talk even more... the next meeting, play badminton lar.... everyone exercise and pick up the sport lar... hao mah? give your comment in the tag! please... make this year go pass faster... so that at least next year jason is back.... but will he be joining us again? i dunno... he told me that he wont be doing so... but i really hope he will come back to us... he say that time passes, human changes and thing changes... dun expect alot... he mention something like he will concentrate on his religion and cannot joke with us liao... i dun like it... misses his fun and laughters... as u all know i got some little problem with derek rite... i am very happy today that i talk alot with him... cause i still do treasure him alot... see his happy face today alot of time... like the past always joke and laugh.. so good... maybe only sport can make him active ba... today soccer almost fight again... so sian... people always wanna find trouble one... and at one point of time when we keep losing, i remember jason... the domination that we had and the way we play in the past... so impressive lei... haiZzzz whatever... till then... hope eveyone dun give up... fight together... in actual fact... everyone is fun one mah... just need someone to really organise and get things going rite? take care guys... hope this new year for everyone will be as happy as before... jiayou!!! all the best...
Jovan
[1/02/2006 04:59:00 PM]
