Wednesday, August 16, 2006
it had been quite a long time since i last write again..
anyway, i had just finished my last course last weekend... it was a mixture of active and nsmen course... quite sad when it comes near to an end... its always the case in life that we will never be contented with what u have... when u havent ORd, u looking forward to that day to come.... you in army, u wish u were studying... then when u are studying, u wish u can go back to the past. why ? i also dunno why... anyway, during the course debrief, i am like a god to them... glorifying by them... whatever aspect of an officer, i am one. the feeling feels so good.
when i first enter SIW, i find that it was not a good place to go. lots of things happen and i seriously dun like that place... after a long time... i learn different skills to adapt to different people and i manage to get things done thus learning personal relationship skills. i also learn to conduct lessons and speak infront of a group of people. confident level increase and speaking of english gradually becomes better. Howeever, i have never make any achievement in siw before... thus in todays competition at tekong, i give all out to win... things dont always goes the way you want. we had a team of 8 men including reserve. to be exact we have 6 running and this 6 of us are separated into 3 pairs. the best two pairs score will be accepted and taken as the final result. as a pair, we have to run to as many checkpoint as possible within 1 hour and 15 min. my pair had done quite well. we missed two check point out of 10 and completed within the timing. its consider as a good result le. but my other pairs somehow never perform to the level we expected them to finish. overall as a team, we came in 7 out of 12 placing for the internal competition. its a bad result... during the run, i thought if i finish at this speed i would have win something liao.. which is true lar.. if they also perform better... so sad... my last chance of achieving something in siw had gone le... anyway, i guess its a good run... from this competion, i see team spirit. i have never pushes myself so hard before.. i run until my whole face turn pale man. good effort nice ending. now my whole body is aching le. very tired... tml got parade and dining in. sian... friday got dental FFI. brushing teeth time! lol!
Jovan
[8/16/2006 07:55:00 PM]
