Saturday, September 08, 2007
Hi everyone... it had been quite some time since i wrote my last blog.
had been very very busy recently... having lots of OT... work are never ending and my body are gradually depleting as days goes by....
tons of pressure and stress pinning me down,.... Need a direction and aims to push on and on...
I seriosly dunno whats in my mind... i have never feel so defeated before...
i think i need 48 hours in a day.
Feeling so stupid when i open my book to study.... asssignment cant answer at all...
thats all for my studies ba...
As for work.... feeling very stressful as i am the arrow board in my section... two person under me but because they are more senior, i need to know how to handle them well... trials given to me have to be completed at the end of the day and feedback to my engineer... i can really feel the stress.... especially when u got people who are lazy in your group, although they are very well trained for machine. so at the end of the day, u still have to get things done yourself....
sometime i really wonder, is this the correct job for me? am i really looking forward to have a degree? or studying for the sake of studying... i really hate to study and dun have the mood to do so .. anyway, complains are only complains... u know u will still need to do it no matter what....
it had been quite sometime i last organise a outing with every single one... i think the last one should be the bbq we had together with everyone ba... you all wanna go genting together? maybe can organise for a genting trip at ard nov.
this afternoon at around 3, jason contacted me. he sends his regards to every single one of u all...
he is fine and that he requested some time to adjust himself. well... i respect his decision and will give him all the time he needed. we as friends no matter what will be there for you when u need us... we dun and will never give u up nor abandon you.... you can mark my word.
Brother... we are having a chalet on the 28,29 and 30 of dec... count u in k?
Do drop by often to blog ba...
till then, take care everyone... Time will heal everything...
A New beginning... A New life... Adult stage now... Got to grow up le...
More stress will comes in... we have to handle it well... Jia You everyone...
All the best in whatever you all do...
GYSS Roxs.....
Jovan
[9/08/2007 09:57:00 PM]
