Monday, January 07, 2008
some stuffs tt i wanna blog down now..
was tokin to pa juz now..
he said gz msg him tt day n ask him like no hard feelings etc..
was quite shock / surprise to hear it.. n immediately.. i went to praise gz abt it..
not tt i c gz purposely disturb pa.. not tt i c gz as a bad guy.. but juz.. really quite surprising... juz feel so sweet n nice of him..
coz.. to be honest.. on sat.. was quite scared pa will angry coz gz keep on "ji siao" him..
so.. really juz feel so happy for them now.. so sweet!!!
den.. pa also say derek ask him not to ride bike.. coz its dangerous..
pa is shocked! .. me2..
i noe i used to feel derek dun care enough for ye n pa.. as in he never show out one..
but.. when pa told me tt.. i juz feel very happy..
actually.. havin some sort of mix feelins here / this mornin ba..
early mornin.. pa came n ask me.. m i still close wif ye..
n next moment.. jo came tell me abt how pa is feelin..
dunno if i shld disclose it out here now.. like not tt nice.. but juz..
hmmm... can i say things r improvin in e grp???
its like.. maybe we dun meet up tt much.. maybe we r not tt close le.. as in more ke qi towards each other.. feel abit distant here n there le..
but.. bottomline.. i think all of us r concerned n really care for each other one ba..
simple gestures like gz msg pa.. pa/gz/ye all msg me check if i'm safely hm.. all feels so sweetttt... so happy.. ahahah
m back here again to continue my blog..
i wrote e above during lunch time when m in office..
now back hm.. feelin abit tired.. my enthu-ness like not there le..
not tt i sian abt e grp.. i still feel gd n better abt us.. but juz.. batt abit flat le.. .. not like durin e day.. kept tokin to pa.. findin out how he feel.. tryin to convince him of things.. msgin pa, ye n bro etc..
juz saw ye's post.. very happy..
see e siao him again.. juz feel e closeness back again.. .. happy to c this happy ye
hope every1 can be happy happy n close together again..
if things aren't goin well in e past.. let's try do somethin abt it ba..
a new yr.. we shld haf a new beginning.. a gd start..
hopefully i can keep this enthusiasm abt e grp goin..
if u all c me feelin sian.. muz get me to wake up my idea k?
i really wish things will go well for e grp.. every1 can be frank n open, close together n well bonded..
i wan c every1 happy.. i wan pa to be happy.. .. i noe this is wad pa wans to c.. i noe he's tryin to change things too..
so.. hopefully.. we can all do somethin abt it ba..
let's jiayou!
smilezzz ;)
MiNtY
[1/07/2008 12:54:00 PM]
